I am screaming.Can’t you hear me?I’m screaming into the nothing – the void – the shallow pools of silence with the air that escapes between my lips that are barely touching – but they are closed. I checked. My tongue can divide them and peek out, wetting my chapped lips against the biting December air,
The full moon is in Aries (my sun), and Aries is ruled by Mars, which is in retrograde, and it is also in conjunct with Chiron (an asteroid known as “The Wounded Healer”, which represents our biggest wound and biggest opportunity for growth in this lifetime). * Stick with me here. This might go in
I am hard to love.I am fire and impulse and passion and running into the unknown.Pushing and shoving and demanding and wrecking the status quoand slicing the curtains open and sometimes maybe too much emotion.Even I get sick of the emotion.Even I want a vacation from myself.I am exhausting.I should come with a warning label.
I am afraid to say how I really feel right now in pretty much any situation because I feel like my emotions are on overdrive. I am afraid to be me again. Do I burn people out? Do I hurt people? Do I overwhelm people? I need to feel safe again. In something. I’m in